Sister friend part-2
Part-2
The awkwardness of the heels gave way to a pinching of my toes by the time we
reached the lecture hall. "Good luck," Mansi kissed me lightly on the cheek.
"We'll be here to pick you up in a couple of hours." I nodded and pulled open
the door and stepped into the hall. A teaching assistant gave my I.D. a quick
look and gave me a seat number and a blue book. Within minutes the exam was
under way and I had a hard time focusing on the test as a range of feelings
and emotions swirled within me. Taking a deep breath I applied myself to the
material and then the test was over.
The Teacher picked up the test and booklets and I shuffled out of the hall. My
feet and ears hurt and the bra straps were staring to rub into my shoulders.
Outside the hall I looked for Mansi and saw no one that I knew. Panic hit me
and then I took a deep breath. My tiny cleavage heaved as I put my head down
and decided to walk as fast as I could back to the dorm and safety.
Heels clicked loudly in my ears as I headed for the exit to the hall. The
painted fingernails on the doorknob pushed my anxiety level higher. There
were more people on the campus now than earlier as finals were ending and
evening beginning to cloak the landscape. The last bright beams of sunlight
cast a long shadow over my shoulder as I scurried along. The exaggerated legs
and my swaying hair around my shoulders was yet another reminder of the image
I was projecting.
All I wanted was to get back into the dorm and into my own clothes. I was so
intent on getting back that I didn't pay any attention to the voice behind
me. When a hand touched my shoulder I thought I would have a heart attack.
Someone had found out and I was going to be exposed and expelled. My life was
over. I turned but kept my face down too embarrassed to look up.
Sorry," the low voice spoke. "I didn't mean to startle you. But you left
this in the hall." A hand proffered the black patent leather back-pack.
"Thanks," I said as softly as I possible could and reached out for the
back-pack.
"What'd you think of the exam?" A pair of white Nikes caught my eyes.
Why was this guy talking to me? Why couldn't he just leave me alone?
Not bad." I struggled to keep the anxiety that was ripping through my breast
out of my voice. Swinging the back-pack in one hand I started to walk away.
"What'd you get for number 16?" He was walking alongside me!
My mind was blank and I stopped moving. "Sixteen?" was all I could manage.
"Yeah," he stopped too and I sense his body all too close to mine. The guy
was at least a head taller than me, even with these heels! If he knew I was a
guy he'd kill me. How was I going to escape this ordeal? "The one about the
orbits."
He paused and I could see his head shaking in the shadow on the ground. "For
some reason I froze on that one. I did the rest and then went back but I'm
not sure I did it right. What'd you do?"
I pushed up at my glasses, the sweat had caused them to slip along my dainty
nose. The problem on the exam came into focus and I softly started to explain
the steps I'd taken to solve it. Lost in the process I suddenly realized that
I was looking this guy right in the face. He had a buzz cut and the dark fuzz
glisten against the side of his white scalp. From his profile one grey eye
was staring at me and that's when I fell silent.
"Sorry," he looked away. "I didn't mean to stare, just that I don't remember
seeing you around before."
I swallowed and fear literally vibrated through me, he'd seen my Adam's apple
bob up and down. He had to, I'd felt it move two miles in my throat. But he
was still only looking at my face.
"New do," I offered, shaking the bangs on my forehead.
He smiled and cocked his head to one side. I swung up the back-pack and
sipped one strap over my right arm. He reached out and held the other strap
for me.
"Thanks." I quivered as my shoulder brushed against his hand. What was going
on?
This was a guy, and I was a guy!! Only I didn't look very much like a guy and
I wasn't sure I was feeling much like one either.
He was looking at me again. "Look," I started, "I really have to
go. 'Nother final tomorrow." I took a step away and thankfully he didn't
follow.
"Thank's for the bag." Now turned around I tried to go as fast as I could
without appearing to run. I'd made it, only I hadn't because a second later
he was pacing with me.
"What'd you have tomorrow?" I could almost feel his thigh rubbing against
mine.
"Medieval philosophy." That was true, but I wouldn't be taking it as Shreya.
"Sanjeev?" The professor's name.
"Yeah," almost against my will I turned to look sideways at him.
"Did it last semester. He's big." He stopped in mid-stride and I
did too. "Hey, you know I've still got notes from the class and I did ace the
final. Could you use some help?"
"She sure could." I looked around at the new voice, Mansi. "Nisha's too lazy
to study alone." From the relief I'd first felt at seeing Mansi and
imagining that this was all over to bewilderment at her calling me by a
girl's name and suggesting that I needed someone to study with took all of
two seconds. "Nisha'd like some company tonight. After all Shreya and I are
going out and she'd be all alone. She's a little shy, don't you think."
He didn't say anything for a moment. "If it's all right with you?" He was
staring at me with those grey eyes again. What did he see? How did I look?
Why did I care?
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